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i'm going to die in the catacombs

by Big Snack

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the two of us in enough of love to stay afloat and none of us drown strike fear in the gods with our howls broken to bits in pieces we lay on top of a book of poems thinking this just might be home we helped ourselves, somehow never filled our emptiness left unsated permanence forever faded i'd sit here a charlatan as we get closer to snow if I said that I don't miss your hold
2.
drown me in water or wine either way i'd find somehow to turn out alright where did you go alone I'd have given my eyes and ears to help you find a home wish i was there i swear I'd have ripped you from the city that almost stripped you bear pardon me please i mean wouldn't you rather be lost among the oceans and the trees its in the past we cast purple and yellow shadows that we thought would never last so crumble with me we'll see whats left of this world and what will be will be
3.
there's a dark in me, its hard to tell but i let you in so you in so you could dwell you broke on through my shameless shell and all the pieces rip and tear all my scars they open wide and i should have never let you inside the sober thoughts, they flood my mind and i ain't got nowhere to hide and who is gunna save you i'm sorry i am such a drag but when i think of all that i had alone and all i have is me and goddamn am i bad company and now who is gunna save
4.
dream lover 02:38
every night I hope and pray a dream lover will come my way a girl to hold in my arms and know the magic of her charms cause i want a girl to call my own i want a dream lover so i don't have to dream alone dream lover where are you with a love oh so true and a hand that i can hold to feel you near as i grow old because i want a girl to call my own i want a dream lover so i don't have to dream alone someday i don't know how i hope she'll hear my plea some way i don't know how she'll bring her love to me so dream lover until then i'll go to sleep and dream again thats the only thing to do till all my lover's dreams come true because i want a girl to call my own i want a dream lover so i don't have to dream a dream lover so i don't have to dream a dream lover so i don't have to dream alone
5.
my bones 03:40
waiting on my judgement day where everything's taken away and someone sings me a birthday song god i wish you could stay and all of my friends that finally were well my past has taken others and my ghost is crawling from my bones speeding down the road in the rain who's a man to blame and all of my destiny is turning to dust but i'll go on if i must where is my future where is my hope well its pending the end of a rope and my ghost is crawling from my bones
6.
dumb 03:42
call me sacrificial that'll make it easier for all the rotten things you do ok nothing but yourself fills that head of egos self intrinsic thoughts make you alright theres no cure for selfish believe me I tried to help all those years you've gone and took away i guess i'm at fault for making you feel like you're bigger than the bit of space that you take up or maybe I'm dumb let me forward my path escape your toxic presence all you did was fill me up with doubt and you'll be fine don't worry ride your ship to all the glories hurdles don't come much to ones like you theres no cure for thinking that you're something special maybe you'll get smarter maybe not and I guess I was part of making you feel like you're something stepping on my throat to help you up or maybe I'm dumb
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gears 01:50
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you were digging up italy i was useless in my bed lost everything that meant to me sorrow riding rivers red my desire was hearing love when the wine got a hold of your tongue gunna die inside the catacombs for my sins i shall atone damn this year and damn my eyes and while you're at it damn my mouth wouldn't stop you if you tried follow flocks all flying south i've retired feeling love let the buzzards tear my tongue i have died inside the catacombs all my sins i share alone
9.
when when i see your face its hard to keep in good graces and yeah when I meet my god hopefully he's not mad at me for what I've done 'cause i have lied a lot maybe it will not maybe it will not all go my way anyway yeah maybe i've gone insane from all this fucking pain that i feel inside my hart and don't don't you dare help me don't you try and say that its gunna be okay cause i have lied a lot maybe it will not maybe it will not all go my way anyway you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear how much i love you so please don't take my sunshine away there's logs on the fire hoping for some kind of cold attire and oh that makes me a liar just for a second some keen denial and ah it all desire hang me from my neck from rope and wire and i have gotten so tired sleeping on something so cold and tile

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I spent the majority of 2016 picking up the pieces of my life. I had to start over from scratch, and it left me feeling like I without an identity, and without a life. Whenever I had time I would sit and record some songs I had written, and put a lot of energy into making everything sound real. This will probably be the last thing I put this much effort into musically for the near future.

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released December 11, 2017

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